LIKE HIM OR NOT ?

OMG, he melts me. What can I do ? He's OUT OF MY LEAGUE :( I really admire him (he said that I'm cute). But, can I stand with my feelings? I have a stand that I made, I don't wanna in love until I get a job. But, I have a desire. OMG, and then, I'm scared to tell my BFF about this, cause, one of my friend, (IN MY OPINION) I think she likes him and the another one, she is the Ex GF of him. I wanna keep this as a secret. I share this on my blog cause I know no one see my blog, except for several people. I dunno what to do now. I think I wanna keep this in my head but I'll be a little crazy emo girl.